Well I have not been here for some time now. The other shoe has certainly dropped. The D was final 6/26/12. Sure didn't take very long. I think i'm still numb. I'm having a pretty tough time. I hate being alone and on my own. EX seems to be doing just fine. I wonder how long before she starts dating or comes out in the light with OM? I still feel in my gut that there is someone else. I know it would be easier to forget her if I had somebody. But I know it is too soon. Right now I would be bad for anyone. I try to stay busy but it does'nt always matter. I thought right up to the end that she would change her mind. But I have to realize that the W that I once knew does not exist.
