have no fear. everyday i gain more sight of me. and it feels so good. i am finally feeling the serenity i have been looking for. its still so new so i am being very careful with it. feeling it out, so to speak. everyday isnt great. they arent as bad as they were, and that makes me happy.
at divorce care group tonight we talked about new relationships. if you are ready etc. am i ready? according to them i guess so. according to me? if i want. right now i am having fun loving me. if something happens great. i sure as he11 aint looking. some people were talking about how being in a relationship completes them. i disagreed. they asked me why? i said i dont need a woman to complete me. i am happy with me. if i find a woman to be with i want her to complement me and me her. no person should need another person to feel complete. that means you are not whole. if you are not whole how can you ever have a healthy relationship. i wasnt whole in this M. it didnt go well. i gave myself away, and that led to both of us being unhappy. to be happy each person has to first love themselves. only then can you truly love another.
