dear jks - sorry that you had to go through that therapy session.
- you may not realize it - but you actually sound much stronger than you think you do - i remember at one point feeling so shitty that i wanted to give up s and go away to avoid the pain.
know this - as you get stronger - and you will - that feeling really does go away entirely, never to come back again, i think.
no matter what goes on with your h - it will get easier and easier - even if the details of the sitch aren't that great - because each day, whether we like it or not, we get a tiny bit stronger, and that makes it easier to handle what we are facing
so hang in there
(( )) zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"