brit- lmao..thanks i guess. im 5'6" 150 lbs...lol i am small. i have always tried to live big. this sitch and my M broke me down. made me not confident. unsure of myself. weak.
it did click with me. i am glad it did. it came with acceptance. i have my confidence back. my rockstar shades on and this time it is real. lol. people see the change and it doesnt matter. i did it for me and i am happy. some days are still tough. i have developed coping skills and strength that i didnt know i had. i will be okay.
i want you to know how much you helped me. just not on my thread, on all of them. you had great ideas that hit home. i was slow at learning them sometimes. when i did, i got them 100%. i enjoy seeing your progress. i really do. you are Xena! lol you should be proud of yourself.
it is amazing how free i feel and it has nothing to do with my upcoming D. maybe if i got it sooner i would have been able to R. i dont think it was meant to be. i realize more and more everyday how unhappy i actually was for years. either way i am glad to have me back!
