What a change a few days/weeks makes! So happy you had a great day at the festival with your son. You're making wonderful memories with him.

Meant to say ages ago, you mentioned something about being a small guy and it made me laugh in your posts you come across as a big burly guy! You have a big heart and a big spirit and a big personality! It's really great that you're socializing and sharing that with friends. It renews your sense of self to see other people I think.

The no expectations thing..it's funny until it clicks you don't see how often you have expectations. It's hard not to but it's so freeing to say whatever happens happens and I'll be okay. You will be okay and your kids will have a better dad because of it.