oh and one other thing the her suddenly not having feelings for you and it beginning a long time ago, her and your feelings on the problems in your M will change a million times over. When you're in pain you see it one way and when you've walked away you see it in a way that lets you feel the least amount of guilt, and later with regret you might see it differently. Don't believe ANYTHING she says about your M. Pretend she's murmuring in her sleep or in the midst of a high fever ignore it. She's talking nonsense!
