What a whirlwind this whole thing is!!!!! It’s only been about 3 months since the bomb was dropped and I feel like I’ve been ran over by a mac truck. Now that I have a second job I am working about 80 hours a week. I don’t have much fuel left in my tank, exhausting.
I am through with my IC, he just wasn’t right for me. I will be finding a new one this week. On another note, over the last month it seems like the minimal communication with W has lessened even more. It feels like we are growing farther and farther apart. It hurts like no other.
I would be lying if I said I wasn’t a bit uptight about today’s joint counseling session. I know what to do, I am somewhat prepared but I just want to make sure I keep myself together! I am still not sure if I should bring up the Controlled Separation book in our session? The appointment is really soon so I would really appreciate any feedback.
