"Why would she seem so improved when just a week ago she put all of the paperwork together?"
Sometimes people do things just to see if they can do them. It may have been a measuring stick for her. Maybe she wanted to see how it felt to fill out the paperwork. But, we will never know how she felt so you need to just ignore it.
Have you filled out D paperwork? I did and it wasn't easy emotionally.
She could have friends/family pushing her to file. I have a lot of friends who told me to file. Sometimes when we are confused we just go with the flow until we gain control again.
My advice is to not dwell on the fact she has filled out paperwork. It could be her own protection mechanism.
Live for you right now. Continue to GAL and become the person only a fool would leave. You can't and don't want to control her, so control what you can which is you.
M-40 W-33 D3, D4, SD13 T 9 YEARS M 5 YEARS ILYBINILWY APRIL 2012
