good signs, bad signs, or nothing at all

[confusedfather]

Maybe I should explain that last post a little bit. Today when i took the kids back I also delivered the washing machine. In the short interaction with her I felt something. The best I can describe it is old feelings that I haven't been able to shake. It's just kinda left me in a bit of a funk this evening. I am really trying to DB and have realized that all of the advice I have ignored has been good advice. I think i am now ready to fully commit to DB, because I truly love my wife and still hope to grow old with her.