I had an epiphany today ... it's time to move on. I know things worked out for you WCW, and I'm so happy it did, but I know my H doesn't love me. I'm tired of being in a R with someone who makes me feel unloved. I am so happy with my life, other than my M. I will be looking for a mediator, and making an appointment for when I'm back home. I have been fearful of my financial life, but I fear must not be allowed to rule. I will be okay ... I have to believe that.
BH, you're right ... nothing will change until I change the dynamics of this M. I need to lose the fear of being on my own.
