Had quite a good day today. H was civil, we did some yard work together. Sometimes that's tough. Feel I could detach better if he was rude and obnoxious. I did get upset when I asked him to come with me to the shopping centre to get a birthday card for S25. He said no. The rejection is hard to take too. A friend dropped in today for a chat. She knows the situation. On speaking with her later, she said she can't believe that everything seems so normal on the surface. H is friendly and chatting about different aspects of our life and past friends, etc, etc, as though nothing has changed. So confusing. I keep pushing on. Grateful for any positives at this stage.
