i walked away from the computer for a minute - and then it hit me - every time h comes closer or shows he wants to be around me, IT SCARES THE [censored] OUT OF ME!

and that confuses me really bad

and then i find myself thinking what's wrong with me, this is what i've been wanting.

anyone else feel like this?

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"