thanks RoRo - i did relax at the pool and that was nice.

i'm not sure how i feel right now - a lot of mixed feelings and wants and i know i need to take the time to step back and see where i am at.

part of what is going on is that i feel i don't even want to be around h - at times i want to be with him really bad, and then at times i don't want him in my life at all.

yucky unexpected feelings today - tomorrow is another day...

zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"