is this the end....trying not to give up

[tonibertha]

Guess i do need to work on my expectations. For me, having NO expectations of someone means that they mean absolutely nothing to you, and you mean nothing to them. But maybe that is a good place to be with H.

My last post had so many typos, I was mortified when i read it last night. i was typing at work and wanted to be quick before anyone came. Hard to explain being on this BB....

Anyway, so far,, no word from H. He's really grabbing hold of this opportunity to score one up on me. Lol. He must be misunderstanding my intentions here. I've decided to re-apply on the 23rd, the cost is really negligible and not worth the hassle with H. So that gives him a whole week to decide to send my mail, or not. At this point, I don't really care....