been a few days since I've posted... been busy teaching at the fire college and doing my best to get a life... bought a new car... joined a men's prayer/bible study group... and actually had a meeting with one of my priests (not at all productive he talked in circles and refuses to counsel me or W because she works at church: is he reading same bible I am?)
I've had a few good days, and a few bad days... met some awesome new people, and while it's been very difficult not seeing my boys the last week, I've stayed busy and it's gone by quick...
I'm still praying (I even learned the rosary) and reading all I can get my hands on self help wise...
last night was very hard as i blew a tire on the interstate and was one of those moments that I normally would have called W for help... but I wasn't able to... keeping convo with her very light and cordial... she rarely answers phone when i call to talk to the boys but txts me not long after saying sorry i missed your call and is everything ok? what's up with that..? lol... oh well...
just doing my best Rambo impression and living Day by Day... (Rambo II if you haven't seen it)... I wish all who read this a blessed day and know that I'm praying for you all... with faith, be good and stay safe...
M:40 W:31 S:8 S:5 D:8(prev. relationship) Bomb dropped: 5/10/12 It's not you it's me MO: 6/1/12 T:14 M:9
