I'm a new person

[2chiquitos]

Overall today is also a great day but my negativity creeped up on me!

Pos
Beautiful cloudy humid day with some drizzle. I LOVE this weather!
Kids woke up in happy and healthy
H came over to mow the lawn. I helped (my 180 at work)
had some time to myself
D1 took a nice long nap, gave me time to help H
MIL treated me to a massage, $15 for an hr!
Talked to my sponsor cuz I was down.

Neg.
H took off his shirt. He has a huge tattoo on his back. He got it recently. OW has a tattoo also on her back. He NEVER mentioned wanting one. Now every time I see it, I get down. Many thoughts run through my mind and it really depresses me.

Help...