Still Afloat and moving Forward

[BeingMe]

I do understand what you're saying, BH. I know I said I would leave if my MRI was clear. If my H were cruel and mean, it would be so easy to walk away. But, he's nice just enough to keep me hanging. Yet, he has a way of keeping me at arms length, while still wanting my input on his job, etc. It feels like a half M, driven by him and his needs. Mine means nothing to him from what I can tell. Again, I'm not a mind reader so I don't want to assume what he's thinking or feeling (he doesn't tell me), so I might be completely off. But, if he doesn't talk, I cannot know.

I do feel all over the place, sometimes. But, after spending a couple of weeks away from home. I should just take life one day at a time. Be happy and grateful for what I have now, in this moment. I often forget that, but I always do get back to that ... each day is a gift. I think I'll write that on a huge piece of paper, frame it and hang it on the wall.

Hope y'all are having a good summer.