I think I just needed to know it was still normal. I think it does have something to do with opening myself up to another relationship, and Denny is a wonderful guy. I am very lucky. But there is also some self doubt, I thought Andy was a great guy too, and in the end turned out to be a total tool. Of course, I also learned what to look for as well, so I guess I shouldn't beat myself up too badly!


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..