Busting- Today was a GREAT day! H took S4 to school and took D1 for the ride. I got to clean up and look pretty. BTW, it helped that last night I went BY MYSELF to a bar and had a beer I sat at the bar and watched TV until I finished my beer and went on my merry way. Oh and two guys sat next to me and made small talk. It was nice. I was my new self. I usually talk A LOT and act like a know it all snob. No! Not this time, I nodded and gave them affirmations. They loved it.
25!!!! YOU FREAKIN' ROCK!! I bow down to you!LOL!
Seriously, you are right!!! What you wrote is in the back of my mind by I shut it out cuz of all the rejection. I get so negative. THe other day he said he wanted us to spend next 4th of July together because there were so many times he wanted to share S4s 1st real experience with the fireworks. That was nice to hear.
Every week gets better. Today I joked with him. We are tight with money and I said, so what are you getting me for my bday (it's on the 24th)? You got me diamond earrings when S4 was born, remember? He laughed and said, I wish I could get you something really nice but I'm broke. awww
My LL is receiving gifts and thankfully he still gives me thoughtful gifts once in while
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
I sat at the bar and watched TV until I finished my beer and went on my merry way. Oh and two guys sat next to me and made small talk. It was nice. I was my new self. I usually talk A LOT and act like a know it all snob. No! Not this time, I nodded and gave them affirmations. They loved it. 
