Needing some guidance... 5

[jks]

25... I want you to know I am getting this loud and clear. Probably one of the most powerful and true posts that has ever been aimed towards me directly. I will be holding on to this one and I agree with EVERYTHING you said.

Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I am picking myself up again and I'm going to continue on with my changes. They are only making me love myself more. And that really is one of the best feelings in the world.

Something that I've noticed about myself... I never really liked just being alone because I felt like I hated myself so much that all I could think about was how awful I felt just to be with myself and no one else around... does this make sense? I don't feel that way anymore. I have no problem being alone. I enjoy it, actually. There are definitely times of wanting some companionship and to be close to someone like I was with my H but for the most part, it really doesn't bother me.

I'm a pretty cool girl and I have a lot of talents that I know my H or any other man could very easily love. I know this is going to take time and the answers will come when they were meant to come. I know that God will take care of me as long as I continue to do what's right. This is my comfort.

I did fall off track but I'm noticing more and more that I get back on a lot faster now. I do not sit and wallow anymore. I live my life.

Thank you, 25!!!!