That's the dilemma.

What I was doing was working. I was confident and happy.

Now do I just slide back into that state or do I show the W a good time tonight then hit her with a 2x4 saying this isn't going to happen anymore?

I can do the darkness/dim. I can fill my time with activities I enjoy. I had fun doing it. Tell her tonight or when she asks why we aren't hanging out anymore?

M-40
W-33
D3, D4, SD13
T 9 YEARS
M 5 YEARS
ILYBINILWY APRIL 2012