Hello again friends... just checking in to clue you in on my situation.
Its been a rough week really. Kind of an emotional roller coaster for me and then I got news that my dad's cancer is not improving, he is in stage 4 multiple myleoma (sp?) and the doctor's say it isn't looking well.
I admit, I was immature, and lashed out at my husband when I got home yesterday-- and told him I just wanted to be alone. Because he wanted to hold me, and console me, but that just makes me think things may be okay, and to be honest I don't know if they will... I mean he has a girlfriend.. hello...
So he gave me my space and is leaving me alone finally... which is good... I just want to get through this work day and tomorrow and enjoy some time to myself. The dogs are really a godsend right now, I come home to take care of them and nap with them and its something to look forward to.
So a little set back right now... gotta take care of myself and just get through the days right now... just wanted to keep you posted.
M-28 H-28 M-9 1/2 years T- 12 years PA- 01/02/12 (still going on)