This is so hard I know but you are so blessed with healthy children. Glad you were able to enjoy your day with them that is what its all about. Allow yourself to be a kid with them again.
Over the summer I have been having a 12 year old girl on my block come over for an hour or two and play with my girls in the afternoon. I pay her $5. It gives me time to make dinner and just some time away from being at there beckon call, it helps me with my mommy stress.
We are here for you:)
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13