lol..thanks verab. i am feeling good. im not worrying over stuff anymore. i have been so dense for so long. i didnt understand the techniques because i couldnt accept it. i do now. i wish i did earlier. it is what it is. i get them now. i can still benefit from that. i am staying positive. i am sure i am still going to have rough days. but for now i am being happy. things arent all that bad.
i am thankful i figured out the no expectation thing. that is helping alot. i will move on. i may lose battles. i will not lose the war. i will find a way to take care of the kids the way they deserve
