Moved his stuff out..

[hopingandpraying]

I'm at a crossroad...

My H still has not texted me back from a week ago regarding how he would like to file/settle this divorce. I have not texted or emailed him at all regarding the matter either. Deep down in my heart I still want to be with my H and the man he used to be...

I know he has stated that he wants this divorce and I should not think otherwise. I'm just not sure why he won't text me back about going in and actually filing together and figuring it out.

I know that he has tonight and tomorrow off and a part of me wants to say hey, let's meet discuss what we're going to do and get this over with...either way! Even though I am moving on with my life, a part of me is still in limbo because in order to fully move on (for myself) I feel as if I should have free reign to date and have an open heart to whomever I date.

So, pretty much I'm not sure if I should text him and just say something of the sort of "Are we doing this? How are we going to settle this?" It's been almost 6 months of relatively no contact and I have never once in this 6 mos asked him to come back or rethink his decision since the first couple days he left...

I'm just torn and obviously not detached from him... I wish I was stronger!