Something The Boys And I Have Noticed

[25yearsmlc]

you've gotten great insights.

I see NO value in wondering whether SHE is happy or miserable or is confused or if SHE is mad at you

or if SHE thinks you are a purple lesbian dragon...

She's not in your life now. Move on Tad. Her motives are of no consequence.

Just make it all about you and your boys.

You are more blessed than many.

but I've told you that before too, and nothing seems to help you.

So yes, take the exit ramp, get off the loop

or ask yourself, what it is that you get out of staying on the loop.

I'm thinking it's just familiarity and fear of the unknown.

If you keep up your obsessing about your w, no matter how she treats you,

then you can still avoid taking responsibility for YOUR LIFE.

You can still blame HER or make her responsible for how you feel, which is

ironically, a lot like what she seems to do to you.

SHe blames you for all the problems and you seem to blame her for how you feel NOW, and on a daily basis. It's all about what SHE has said/done or "seemed to be like" and that deternines how YOU feel.

At some point you will have to be in charge of your life and happiness and she cannot be a factor in that.

isn't it time? IF not now, then when?