So pretend you are me. We have done a lot of things in the past few weeks. Connecting emotionally again. How do I apply the breaks without crashing the car?
From another point of view, the car has been totaled, it just hasn't been towed away to the dump yet.
You keep revisiting the car, opening the doors, spending time with it and pretend your driving again even though it technically isn't working anymore.
Pumping the breaks in that scenario doesn't do anything.
