No More LRT, but slow progress

[LostIn407]

I am really bad having these kinds of talks. I let emotions in. I do good if I have a script and can concentrate on that.

Let's say we are going to dinner/drinks tomorrow night. If you were me, what would you say at the end of the night?

I have two people I talk to about this. My best friend and one of her best friends from where we moved. My best friend (the cheater) told me to not do anything with her and tell her what I am being told here. "I won't be disrespected..". Do family things, but that is it.

Her friend tells me that the time we are spending together is great because W is seeing how good things are with me. She has inside information because she talks to my W. She tells me the trips are great to do.

If possible, I would almost like to roleplay here so I can put into my words what to say.

I am good at giving others advice, but horrible at following it. I need it practiced and perfected before acting.

So pretend you are me. We have done a lot of things in the past few weeks. Connecting emotionally again. How do I apply the breaks without crashing the car?