You said you were going through a rough patch recently. I had noticed you were quiet. I don't always have much to offer. But I will tell you I enjoy reading your posts.
The truth rings through like a bell. I am still so wrapped up in all the "What ifs" and "Whys" that I sometimes need to hear it 10 times.
I have re-wired my thinking. I try to keep sane. I read peoples threads on here and it has been YEARS and they haven't moved on. Or they move on and repeat their mistakes. I am trying to learn and grow.
But I feel like a bush that has had half itself lopped off in a decidedly bad pruning job. I know that with time and some better pruning I will grow back symetrical. Again, time is what it will take. Maybe a couple of years.
And then again maybe I will end up as some fantastic topiary that looks nothing like the little bush it started out as.... What shall I be?
Anyway, Sorry for the hijack. I hope things get better for you!
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!
