Still Afloat and moving Forward

[BeingMe]

I know, BH, I know .... ~sigh~ At this point, I'm at our condo in city where my D25 is, so semi-left. I'll be here for the rest of summer. I'm doing a lot of thinking. I have friends telling me not to leave, so it's difficult. I shouldn't listen to them, but I don't know what to do.

While here a divorced guy friend took me to the fireworks. I thought it was all innocent, but when we got back, he kissed me. I was so shocked ... I haven't been kissed like that in years. I ran like a shy teenager. Obviously, not ready for anything like that, even though it was nice. The fireworks were amazing, by the way.