The WAS seem to move closer, then back away, etc many times as the sort things out. Heck, my W has been all over the place through this trip. It blows, but it is what reality is...
Let go of the outcome, we can't control it, just be the best you for you and your child everyday. Sometimes I think this is a lesson in learning how to live fully in the present moment, with all its uncertainty, and we humans tend to not like uncertainty...
Here's some Linkin Park lyrics that help me through this that my C recommended:
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So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done I’ll face myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands Of uncertainty
Hope this helps a bit (and "In the End" by Linkin Park is another great song for this, blast it while working out, bet you get a few more reps in...
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
