Thanks for stopping by. And yes, so much of my growth has been in independence. Even before H I would always ask my family...being the youngest I think they liked helping me, but I am enjoying saying how else can I fix this?

Speaking of independence, H texted me this morning saying "I need a wok. You ever use the one I left behind? Don't get upset please. I'm only asking if you don't use it, if you do I'll buy one" It was the don't get upset....that upset me LOL. He never replied to me on Friday and then wants something and tells me not to be upset.

ARGH

I told him I've used it once. But that I don't like using it as much as him. That I hate the idea that he thought I'd bite his head off for that. I said it's not the case and I'm sorry if it ever was. I also asked him if he got my text on Friday because I hadn't heard back.

He replied and said basically that he doesn't want me to feel like he "stores" stuff at my place and just take it when he needs it, (but honestly what's wrong with that...I don't mind???) since he has things in the garage and he needs to get that stuff that out. He said he'd bought stuff to make in a wok and forgot he didn't have it so could he swing by? Dude you live in walking distance to an IKEA how much do they honestly cost?

He told me that he was driving when he got my text and forgot to reply, my pictures look amazing and I'm really lucky to be living there for work soon. (also his autocorrect changed a word in his text to the name of the coworker I was seeing...odd, fruedian) He then sent me a very long text saying he's reread my Friday text and he had no doubt that I'd do great and if I was enjoying it I'd probably be doing that full time in a year "knowing you"

A friend of mine noticed I was agitated. I told her we had a great time Thursday night we went to dinner getting along fine. then on Friday I tell him all about where I'm at, what's it like, etc and hear nothing...3 days later "I need a wok." She said maybe he's slightly jealous of this great opportunity that's happening, that things are on the upswing for you, that you're really happy.

It's true I only think of me being the one "left out" but the fact that I'm working at the Olympics in a few weeks certainly outshines what he's doing with his GF and family in a week's time.

I just want us to get along and be happy around each other. I'm not sure why he's being difficult at the moment. HAHA is it because I'm easy breezy and it makes him nervous? Is it because I've shifted in being confident and happy?

Either way he said we'd talk tonight. I know he's only stopping by...but then I remembered his mom is stopping by...but it's funny I don't really mind. Me and friend are taking our S's to see a show tonight after H and MIL leave. If H isn't there by the time I go, I'm leaving the Wok outside...LOL