Hey. So, I've definitely been trying to back off, and I can't say it has been working in regard to my husband's response, but I guess I'm feeling a little better.
However, I did have a little setback.
We had concert tickets to see "The Wall" on Saturday and I had invited a friend to go, but husband asked me if it would be ok if he took a friend. I didn't feel like arguing about it, so I just said fine.
The next day he texted me to ask me some question and I asked him how the concert was. He said it was good, and I asked him if he went with a work friend. He said, "yes, I took a friend." I found it weird that he answered as such, mostly because I know his friends' names, so I wasn't sure why he didn't just say which friend he took (not that it's any of my business) and curiosity got the best of me and I asked if there was someone else. He said no and told me that that was a hurtful question for me to even ask.
I don't really see how...
Anyways, I forgot to change my address on amazon and something that I ordered is being shipped to my old apartment so I will unfortunately have to stop there at some point to get it, so I will see him. I will try to take the above advice.
I have also been asked out by three different people in the last week. One was a high school friend, the other a college friend, and the third was a guy I just met through a vegetarian/atheist group I'm a member of. I have to say, it's so tempting to start dating again but I've already told them all that I just don't think I'm ready and I don't want feelings to get hurt because it's too soon. (Also, I would have no idea how to pick which guy to date, haha.)
I did go out to dinner with one of them last night, and I had a really nice time. Unfortunately, he is probably a little too old for me. I'm also going to splish splash (water park) on Sunday with my college friend. It should be fun!
I am definitely GAL and having a lot of fun. I keep having dreams about my husband and I reconciling, though, so when I wake up, it hits real hard.
