jks, i'm so sorry for all your worries and sadness. i can't imagine how i would handle what you've been able to handle. you are so, so strong!
i know you will get back on track. we all get these feelings of not being able to cope with it anymore; that rush of having to do something, ANYTHING, to make forward progress.
i think it's our "controller" wanting to fix things that are out of our control.
your H appears to be doing the "touch and go" that i read about on here when there's an OW on the scene. i look at that as a positive.
it reminds me of this small airport near my home where they train the navy pilots. all day long these small planes are practicing landing maneuvers; they come in, fly low, and the wheels touch the ground but then, they're off again, circling around for another approach and do it all over again.
they are practicing for the big landing. all the touch and go helps them decide when they're ready to finally land. each time, they get closer and closer to making it, and better and better. it builds their confidence and lets them know they are safe.
keep being there for his practice shots. i know it's so very, very hard but you are so very, very strong.
((()))
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing
