Wow, Vero. Are we married to the same man? I feel a lot of comfort in your words and I know that I have fallen off track. So many times (I mean you can see it in my posts) I get to a really good place and I'm happy and fine. And those are the times that he's coming around more and showing me more interest and he knows just what to do to push my buttons so that I melt.
Then he leaves me and goes back to OW and changes his mind. This is why I feel like I just need to leave because I don't know how to end this cycle. I don't know how to stop feeling so strongly for him when he shows me interest. I always think he's being sincere because in the moment I think he really is.
It's like I'm so used to trusting him after all these years and it's hard to stop that natural habit.
What to do... what to do. I don't want to have him come back to me and tell me these things again only to continually date his girlfriend. It's awful!!
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
