H called. said he wants us to all take a weekend vacation in the next month!!!
This is me on the other line (mouth and eyes wide open, heart beating above normal, frozen).
Last fall he said he wanted to take S4 to the San Diego zoo/wild animal park alone but now he would want us to go together. he said he knows that if I don't go he will wish I was there....to see S4s reaction to everything. So it's a "family vacation"
I shouldn't see it as more than that. I know that when the kids do something funny or cute I wish he was there, but this is going into a different level...
HELP!!!!!!! note to self---NO EXPECTATIONS!!!!!!
Ok wait, I should praise myself. If he is willing to spend a weekend with me, it's because I have done a superb job of 180 and acting as if, right? So he wants to spend time with a friend, that's it!!! remind me DB friends, NO EXPECTATIONS!!!
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
