Thanks, vero! I am doing some of those; reading, movies, took dance lessons, do weekly yoga classes, and signed up to volunteer at the local hospital.

It's just the holidays that depress me so. It's family time and when we always did something together. Now, he still has the family and I don't.

I just can't understand how he can enjoy himself when he knows this?

However, I'm planning a trip back to my hometown and family next week and I'll be up there for 5-6 weeks so I'll be better.

Thank you for your concern. I was just so sad when I saw his suntan and it brought it all home for me again. I thought I was over it.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing