So, I went home after work & waited for D to get dropped off. I went to check what clothes I had for the rest of the week since I hadn't any time to do laundry this weekend(also put it off),and noticed that laundry had been done. Well NOT mine just W's. Made me kind of mad. I have been trying to keep up on all of it when I'm there. I do all of it mine, W's & D's. I also have been doing all of the grocery shopping. W pretty much just comes and goes and all of the things that need to get done are done. I am not going to show her my anger. I just put my clothes in the wash, finished a few other things and put them in the dryer. D & I then went to the store to pick up a few things & D told me that she wanted a new toothbrush. I guess W said she would get her one last week but hasn't yet. So I texted W and asked if it was ok if I picked one up for D since I was at the store. W said ok. Got back home & W was there(Her night). I dropped of the stuff from the store, grabbed my bags, hugged my D and said goodnight. W said"Oh you're leaving?" I said yeah got go. I did tell her that she forgot to lock the font door this morning & to try and remember to lock it. Made it sound like no big deal, like maybe she was in a rush & just forgot. Didn't show any anger for the laundry or telling our D she would get her something & didn't. I always feel like she is subconciously testing me & I feel like I passed. Also, didn't linger around. Made it seem like I have things to do. Well, I do. I have a IC session tonight. I want to see if I can get her curiousity going with me not hanging around. Have done it for two days. Let's see if I can keep it up. It does pain me though to leave D in such a rush and not hang around with her. I miss her so much when I'm not there. More than W. Right now she is the only thing that keeps me going.
