i have done that.. i have checked everything. it comes down to money. i dont have enough or i make a little too much. i am not taking this sitting down. i will stand up and fight for my kids. i am not defeated. i am tired..so tired. i am a bad judge of character. never in a million years did i think she would do it like this. she did. she is evil. i would never have done it like this if the sitch was reversed. i have called everyone..begged everyone for help. prior to today.

there is no hope for R. there never was. i fooled myself. i am not sad about the D papers. i am sad about my kids. my S keeps telling me he wants us to be a family. now i have to tell him i tried, but failed...


m:31 W:32
M:8 T:11
S:10
D:5
Bomb:1/07/12
Separated:4/23/12
Divorced: 12/12/12