meant to post on new thread(part III) ...part II was a bit long was getting a bit long - sorry

Any tips to deal with jealousy? My C,xw & friends tell me to forget about it- move on & I don't have a right to be jealous anymore. Easier said than done---its eating me up. I WAS doing so well, some serious back sliding lately. Going back to basics- Printed out the "37rules" and I vow to read them again-twice a day- every morning and evening. I've noticed that the jealousy is tearing me apart...unable to concentrate & interacting with ex has become an emotionally painful experience for me. Everyone tells me that I'm awesome & can have almost any women...unfortunately, the woman that I want ( my ex) is not ready to work of a new R with me. Sometimes the Love feels more like hate, if that makes any sense at all?!
Hanging on to Hope - I should probably review success stories too

(F.K.A. Broken422)

US 40's
M 17,T 19
2 BOYS 13,16
Divorced 4/2012
11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D

"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson