I see it completely different. I see it as my growth in that I can spot that instead of making concessions in my head (ie well that because she was the wrong girl....with the right girl he would have proposed sooner)
SS it doesn't scare me it makes me feel more empowered. I can see more clearly where I went wrong and what I want in a person. I find myself being less hung up on the old things: height, age, appearance and more about character traits. Of course there will be someone good enough because no one's perfect.
The biggest thing is trusting yourself to make the right choice I didn't before which is why I think I kept things fun, superficial, kept myself from being vulnerable. I'm not jumping into anything in the future! Being still is one of my favourite lessons
