I know no one has posted to this thread in a while, but just wanted to say how much of Sydney's and Antonia's situations resonated with me. I am currently dealing with a depressed WAH (I have a thread under the Newcomers section). Like Antonia, I have long had anxiety that becomes so much worse in anticipation of seeing my H. Every time I am supposed to see him, I think "Maybe this is the time he drops the bomb and says he definitely wants a divorce." Trying to take care of myself, but all of this happened so suddenly it has been traumatizing.
