Welcome to the site. I am relatively new here too.
You will get greet support here. Keep posting.
And I am so sorry for your pain. This is the best place to be for what we are in.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home