lmao...oh it is gossip.. its a jerry springer story. i dont really care about backlash. like i said.. i fear i might be walking away. i am sick of sitting around hoping for something that might not ever be. beating myself up and all that. i want to be happy and have fun. that is who i am. i am getting back to me. i have learned and am going to continue to learn. i have alot to offer and women do like me. i have been getting hit on alot lately and it feels good. so instead of worrying about everything i just lived for the day. it was actually very nice.
so here goes..scouring aint gonna do any good. lol..anyway. so remember i contacted W of OM about info? well she has been txting me a bunch, talking about stuff. then she asked me to come over and hang out with her and her friends. i dont have any friends here really, so i did. had a good time. i was calm and confident. the normal me. hung out for like 6 hrs. she is kind of seeing someone, so i didnt hit on her at all. just had fun. now i would be a liar if i said i wasnt attracted to her. she is 100% my type. not taller than me, hair that i like, dresses nice, has tattoos..she is funny, kinda crazy has a great laugh and amazing eyes.
so i had fun. next day she was txting me all day. that night we went disc golfing with a bunch of people then to my house and hung out. next day she asked me if i wanted to do something with her. i did so i picked her up. took her out to dinner at this kinda wierd place that i love. good food. its got a wierd menu of healthy tasty stuff and is really a cool place to go. she has lived here her whole life and has never been. she really enjoyed herself and thanked me. i told her there was nothing to thank me for. i did it so we could have a good time and relax. i had a great time.
well the guy she is kind of seeing flipped out and is acting like a fool. they are not serious and neither are we. she came over last night. watched some comedy show and just talked. i really enjoy spending time with her. now i know this is not an ideal sitch and not dbing..im not trying to expect anything. i am hanging out because i enjoy her company. i am not trying to make W mad. i am not trying to be in a R with her. nothing physical happened. i am not ready for that. see where it goes. idk. im not overthinking this. just living my life.
theres the dirt..now you have to share so im not the only one getting 2x4ed..lmao!!!
