Still haven't sent that email to H (hoping he will contact me first, and then i can reply with that email). I'm not sure why i'm hesitant. I really do need the documents, but i want to be sure i'm sending it for the right reason, and not just to have some contact with him.

It's been 6 weeks since we had any contact, and i'm missing him so much i can barely think. i'm desperate for some contact, but i want to make sure that this does not come across in my email. not sure how to effect that...


Me 33, H 34
T 15 (on and off, 7 years this stretch)
M 4
DD 3
OW July 2010, IDLY - Oct 2010

1st sep 28/5/11-14/8/11 (my idea)
OW confirmed 25/11/11 (H travelled with OW 26/11/11)
I moved out 3/12/11