H just left with the kids. I am continually happy. Times like these, though, when I see him make me want to just get in the car and go with him. I'm allowed to feel that way, right?
Feels so silly for me to be left behind like this and I wish so much that I could read his mind. He's really good at hiding any type of emotion. Just kinda bummed today. I wasn't expecting anything from him and I knew it was going to be just like it always is. And it was.
Just getting kind of tired of being alone. I know this is normal and it will pass. I'm needing something amazing to do today but what that will be, not sure yet.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
