i think the dance of anger will help you see some patterns within yourself that you can change. hope it helps/
i like the tone of your email - good for you and that rar needed to be RAAAAAR!!
OH btw, now that you recognize that anxiety rises within you when you see the emails about the house from your h - use that as useful info to get behind the anxiety and work through those underlying feelings.
you may find that behind all of that there is a belief within you that you can't have what you want (in this case, the house), because of h's decision and go behind that and work backwards until you find the root of your belief , and that's where the anxiety truly comes from. once you recognize it's true source - and see the deep rooted thoughts you have on this, you will be able to let go of a lot of negative things about this and relieve a lot of anxiety about it, and then be able to identify what YOU really want - not what you are being pushed into, and find a way to get that possibly.
i'm not saying that it guarantees keeping your house, but while you're exploring you may have insights that you may be surprised about
stay well and strong zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
