I try not to think much about what's going on with her but sometimes things happen I can't help but notice. Sometimes she seems like a stranger I've never known. Example she will leave kids alone to go to a "party" with OMH. Truth is she's been doing this since bomb and I never liked it. It's still strange to me as she was (or seemed?) very focused on our kids at one time and has even said the vest years of her life were when the were small. I don't know if it's replay cycling or maybe her bio clock was ringing when we married (she wanted kids immediaty after marriage) She's joined the faternal order (they now admit women. Of which I've been a member for years. We have recreational activities and a pool and that's why she told DD she joined. Her neighborhood org has a new pool but she told DD it's too crowed. It's strange seeing her there. I told ladyfriend I almost feel like I'm being stalked. She was at a recent event and I often saw her looking our way. Her and OMH hung all over each other so much I was embarassed for them. They acted like kids half their age.
"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.
