I'm a new person

[2chiquitos]

I'm ok. Seriously, it was difficult to write all that down but I thought it was important for me to understand that I am unusual but usual, KWIM?

Many have shared about their H/Ws going on vacation with OP but didn't react the way I did. And I rarely hear about LBS confronting OP. It's obvious why. And all that snooping really tore me apart. I thought that by discovering more I would be more reluctant to want to try. Instead it was like pouring salt over a wound.

I'm still raw after that last post. But it's a good raw because after this comes an opportunity for me to be more accepting of healing myself.
from Hurting, to healing to helping...

How r u??