Sorry guys I need to vent, anger is really starting to kick in now. I'm so fed up of being all over the place. It's friday night and I have no idea where my wife is. I'm lonely, tired and frustrated. If she rang me right now I don't know if I could be civil to her. I had an absolute breakdown in IC earlier. I feel like I'm being completely trodden all over and I'm starting to lose respect for myself. It's really starting to wear on me now. Vent over!